Hard to Find

It has been now almost 12 years that we haven’t met,beyond the belief, but the bitter truth. We have completed our schooling, graduation, got a good job and now stepped into the most crucial part of our life. Even the big day “Marriage” was held without you.

When we look back, especially, the good old days, we don’t even realize that we have lost you. It is like, you have gone somewhere and will soon come to meet us. But yes, there are some times when we actually realize that you won’t come now. We have treasured the beautiful memories and pictures, but were unable to save you.

At times, I wish why you don’t show your presence when we actually need you.  From where ever you are, I want you to cover me against some people.  I want to talk you, have desire to discuss so many things and to share all the good things, need to show so many things and even want to complaint. I want to stand beside you like I found myself in the pictures that I have treasured. But failed every-time.

 Again, again and again- It is hard to find you.