Behind the smile

Being an aspirant helps to get over of the struggling thoughts;
Concurrently, need to borrow some more things from the daily life;
Put up a smile on the face and brighten up the surrounding with the lively conduct;
Will keep the displeasure away from the intellect.

As you go closer, you will find some despair;
Oh! That fake grin will not make it clear.
Disclosing the tormented thoughts makes the time hard;
With intense grief, rolling the eyeballs.

Amazed! Abruptly changing the mind and brightening the eyes;
Spread the lips up to the corners of the mouth;
Again there, with some sort of disguise.

The level of patience is so high,
Jeepers creepers! how could you find?